I've just got a certificate.
It is not a national license,
it is just a proof that I finished a course
to be a Kokoroya Reset Counseling Master.
It doesn't guarantee that I can get good salary,
It doesn't proof that I am a good counselor.
However, it means a lot to me
because it is a proof that I spent 7 months
to find out what I really want to do,
or what I really want to be.
During the 7 months,
Everything I did was based on my decision.
I didn't need to smile when I didn't want to.
I didn't give any advice to anyone who seemed to be in trouble.
Even when people appealed that they were sad,
I didn't say anything because I didn't want to.
I didn't make anyone happy when I didn't want to.
It was a huge experiment for me.
As a result, I noticed Everyone is OK with it.
I don't need to be kind, or supportive as my parents said.
I don't need to help others as my teachers said.
I don't need to be nice when I don't want to be.
No one hated me.
I don't have to be kind.
I don't need to be nice.
I am OK to be what I am.
Everyone is OK to be what he/she is.